Well my Christmas was wonderful. Got to spend time with my girlfriends family, also we popped fireworks. So thankfully that this is one of the holiday that didn't get ruined this year. Her auntie from CO can down here and my girl haven't seen her in 5 years. She's a wonderful person and we automatically clicked which is good because I was scared to meet her. Her auntie gave me the nickname "little Pickle", of course that's because I love eating pickles. That's the somewhat good part of the Christmas week. Well on December 28th 2015 I finally found out that my girlfriend has been talking to her ex the whole freaking year. She lied to me the whole time, she snuck around to call and text her, she also talked to her around 1-2 am while I was sleep, she deleted everything that she communicated with her ex she also keep lying to me when I gave her numerous of chances to tell me the truth. Something told me to call the number that I keep seeing pop up on my phone bill. Then she started turning her phone off saying that she didn't want to be bothered when her phone was already was on silent. Which was something else odd to me. She keep accusing me of talking to my ex, wow,! right? When she finally told me I was, and still is, heartbroken, betrayed and confused. Because I think that she should have told me when they first started talking again... I still bothers me everytime I think about it. She keeps saying that she didn't do anything wrong. But I think she did because that makes me feel like I wasn't even worth the truth. Writing this right now hurts and I want to cry... I don't know if I would be able to get over this. Please give me a advise on how to forget about this betrayal..... Now I don't trust her one bit and she keeps getting mad at me because I am still mad because well dammit I deserve to be mad she lucky I stayed with her because I wanted to leave.. Idk Idk its gonna bother me for awhile I don't think I can ever forgive her.... Oh one more thing this is suppose to be the one she so calls hate.. It bugs me even more because I don't know what they where talking about and they were talking a lot. And the ex told me that my girlfriend called her and told her don't call text...
